Feeling Green.

There seems to be alot of confusion on my defriending people front.

I am not going to be using this journal anymore and I have moved to another journal where I intend to gain some solitude. I didn't want to go into detail about why I am leaving but I think it's about time to get this all out in the open.

Alot of you claim to be my friend, to this I think our opinions of friendship differ. In the past 2 years or so, I haven't felt friendship from any of you. Those that I did feel it from I took to my new journal.

It has taken me a long time to make a post like this considering I've been having the feelings since Collectormania. All my life I have never felt as though I had a true friend and that is continuing, somebody else is always better than me in other peoples eyes. I don't even see the point in getting upset over this, as my doctor told me the internet is not good for me and I have to agree.

I have had wonderful times on here but more bad times and now it ends.

As my sister pointed out in the comments to my last entry, maybe if you'd have shown abit more interest in the first place it wouldn't have come to this. The fact that only one person replied to my leaving post spoke volumes.

I don't think I'm anything special but I do believe that I deserve more than this.

xxxxx

I urge you to click the banner.

xxxxx

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